Ty
for
commenting
sweet
chezzy.
I'll
get
through
it
but
it
is
just
really
hard
physically
right
now.
It
keeps
me
trapped
inside
too
much
and
that
means
I
end
up
in
my
head
too
much.
It's
sort
of
my
own
fault
for
being
so
unable
to
let
people
get
close
to
me
very
often.
So
in
times
like
this
I
am
sort
of
stuck
inside
alone.
I
have
friends
but
none
close
by
who
could
be
of
much
help.
Besides,
I
don't
want
to
make
other
people
sick
either.
At
least
I
have
my
babies.
They
don't
understand
why
we
don't
go
for
walks
and
why
mama
is
so
cranky.
I
hope
you
are
well
sugar.
You
are
still
a
member
I
admire
and
feel
proud
of.
You
should
remind
yourself
every
day
of
just
how
good
you
do
compared
to
where
you
once
were.
It's
easy
to
forget
how
well
we
all
do
and
it
is
important
to
remind
ourselves.
Take
pride
in
what
you
accomplish.
Right
now
is
a
reminder
to
me
to
celebrate
my
own
accomplishments
because
we
never
know
when
we'll
lose
something
we
take
for
granted.
I
can't
really
move
much
right
now
so...
when
this
passes
I
need
to
remember
how
blessed
we
are
when
we
can
move
about
without
thinking
much
about
it.
Keep
strong
chezzy.
You
really
do
make
me
proud.
Happy
valentines
day!!
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