i
do
rituals
like
you
i
guess
if
i
dont
do
something
i
think
something
bad
will
happen
to
someone
i
know,
its
all
a
scooby
doo
mystery
to
me
lol.take
care
xpeacex
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im at peace with my lust,i could kill ,cus in GOD i TRUST.......
I
have
a
psychiatrist
that
I
see
every
two
weeks,
but
she
doesnt
really
help
things
to
be
honest.
it's
partly
my
fault
because
i
dont
think
im
ready
to
'face
it'
as
she
puts
it,
but
hey.
Quite
a
few
people
know
about
it
at
my
school,
but
they
dont
see
the
full
extent
of
it.
the
only
reason
they
know
is
because
lately
ive
got
really
obsessive
about
straightening
tables
and
chairs
in
the
classroom,
so
some
people
have
asked
me
wether
i
have
ocd
and
ive
said
yes,
but
then
after
that
they
havent
said
anything
really.
most
of
my
ocd
is
counting
things
and
doing
things
in
special
sequences,
and
the
number
4
is
really
central
to
pretty
much
everything
I
do.
My
two
very
close
friends
are
the
ones
that
got
slightly
pissed
off
at
me
about
it,
because
to
them
it
seemed
like
it
had
come
out
of
the
blue
and
that
there
was
no
reason
for
it,
but
when
i
explained
that
it
wasnt
just
straightenin
the
tables
and
i
tried
to
go
into
all
of
the
other
things
that
i
do
they
kind
of
could
see
that
it
wasnt
just
one
random
thing.
they
still
dont
really
get
it
though.
i
tried
to
explain
the
whole
being
scared
of
what
will
happen
if
i
dont
do
my
little
routines
and
how
it
panics
me
and
makes
me
feel
physically
sick
if
it's
not
right,
and
that
i
cant
concentrate
and
all
i
can
hear
is
people
tellin
me
my
family
and
friends
are
going
to
die,
or
seeing
images
of
situations
where
im
at
a
crash
where
they
have
died
etc
but
they
just
dont
seem
to
get
it.
my
mom
does
know,
but
she
doesnt
really
know
much
about
it.
she
only
found
out
because
i
was
filling
in
a
consent
form
for
a
school
skiing
trip
and
in
the
mei
suspect
shes
told
my
dad
but
none
of
them
really
mention
it.
i
realise
ive
rambled
on
for
ages
lol
sorry
<3
.x.x.x.
