Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

I AM A RETIRED SCHOOL TEACHER WHO LOVED HER CAREER. I AM A GRANDMOTHER OF TWO AND ONE MORE COMING ON CHRISTMS DAY. EVERYONE THINKS I SHOULD BE A STAND UP COMIC AS I HAVE A GIFT OF MAKING OTHERS LAUGH. MY OCD IS WHAT THEY CALL ORDERING AND SYMENTRY. I HAVE WASTED MOST OF MY LIFE ON MAKING SURE EVERYTHING IS ORDERLY AND PERFECT. EVERYTHING HAS TO BE LINED UP EVENLY THROUGHOUT MY ENTIRE HOUSE, MY SCHOOL ROOM AS WELL WHEN I WAS TEACHING. MY HUSBAND HAS BEEN SO PATIENT FOR 40 YEARS. BUT I WANT TO BE NORMAL IN THIS LAST STAGE OF LIFE SO I HAVE EMBARKED ON A SELF-HELP COURSE TO LET GO OF THIS NOOSE AROUND MY NECK. SO FAR NOT DOING VERY WELL. PROBABLY NEED PROFESSIONAL HELP.

SHOPPING, READING, PLAYING WITH MY GRAND CHILDREN, TRAVELING TO MEXICO IN THE WINTER, DECORATING

SWIMMING, GETTING OLD, EXTREME DRINKING, EXTREME SMOKING, DISHONESTY,

BON JOVI ESPECIALLY "MAKING MEMORIES: CHRISTIAN, SOME COUNTRY, SOME CLASSICAL

POISONWOOD BIBLE EAT,PRAY,LOVE
MITCHNER'S HISTORICAL FICTION BOOKS

SOUND OF MUSIC, CALENDAR GIRLS, AMERICAN GANGSTER WHAT ABOUT BOB

SAME AS LIKES. SEE ABOVE