Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

January 26, 2010, 6:39 am

Hello. I just wanted to let you know that if you ever need anyone to talk with, just send something my way. I hope to hear back from you. Sarah

June 27, 2009, 1:03 pm

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June 18, 2008, 3:11 am

I'm facing the hard decision of signing my parental rights away to my 7 yr old son William whom has been in the Temp guardianship with a good friend of mine 3 1/2 4 yrs - because the last 3 1/2 yrs 4 yrs I've been having to take care of my mother who is 61 and suffers from a number of medical problems - DSS has made it quite clear that no matter the 6 1/2 months of assesments Jeremy and I take, that because of the fact that my son's Temp guardian who is no longer his Temp guardian any more, but his legal Guardian now, because of the fact my son's legal guardian no longer wanted to take care of my son, yet wouldn't be a woman about it and just help me revoke the Temp guardianship In FL which is where the Temp guardianshp papers were drawn up, but yet Leslie my son's legal guardian , she didn't want me to have him back because she feels that the man whom I've been with for 7 1/2 almost 8 yrs now, is mentally unstable, a drug dealer ect ect , she went and took it upon herself to call DSS and then make a false report that Jeremy whom was like a father to my son , the same man whom 2 weeks into our relationship took over the role of being a father to my son - Leslie told DSS that Jeremy threw my son through a wall when he was 2 1/2 to 3 yrs old, that Jeremy molested my son ect ect - She filed that false report a month ago just out of the blue- I had tried for two yr to revoke the Temp guardian from Here in NC , I called ever family lawyer in the phone book, none of them would take my case because of not enough income , even tho I told them straight up i draw social security disability status and would pay them in payments, another reason why none of them would take my case is because the Temp guardianship papers were drawn up in FL , so there for I would have to get an attoreny that practiced in both NC and FL , to file a motion with the clerk of court and then have the case transfered to NC - Leslie apparently got wind of this, she then sent her partner / girlfriend , oh yes she's a lesbian and has exposed my son to so much toxicness it's not even funny, well she sent her girlfriend up here to NC in January of this yr, I didn't know they were back in NC until march - Leslie cutt me off from my son a yr ago , her whole reason for that was because of Jeremy and the way he handled the situation when we made a trip to FL for me to try to get my son back - I've explained to DSS that this girl ran with my child, every time I would get an address and almost track her down , then she would move and change addresses, every time I would get a phone number , a cell number, by the time I called it to get intouch with her, she had changed her number- DSS doesn't believe anything I have to say, they have made it quite clear that even with 7 months of assesments , there would be another yr before I could even get a supervised visiation with my son , on top of the another yr for I could get a reunviction with my son - simply DSS is choosing to believe what has been writen in a report reguardianing Jeremy, his past criminal record, his past drug history, even tho he hasn't been in troble N 4 yrs, hasn't touched a drug in 4 yrs- Now Jeremy has admited that he has ADHD and OCD, he's admited that he does need counseling but that , he's admited that he has issues but , he's not this monster which the report is making him out to be- and because I am with him there for I am an unfit mother, all because Leslie the same girl whom i grew up with , had been friends with for 20 something yrs decided that she was going to roally f@ck up my life, by lying and filing a false report on Jeremy , because she couldn't get any dirt on me, so she figured she would go after him to make him look bad for just pure spite. It's so f@cked up and unfair, this girl has caused me nothing but heart ache, pain and misery , and I have done nothing to her, but also tried to be good to her - she was the one who offered to take my son for a while , I amdit fully that I messed up by allowing my son to be with her as long as he was, ( since now he is in kenship placement with leslie's 1st ex- husband and his wife who live in another ocunty an hour from Jeremy and I - according to DSS my own son wants nothing to do with me and doesn't even remember me because that bitch leslie whom I trusted to be guardian of my son Temperarly , has him so brain washed - DSS is choosing to believer her of me . Now i'm facing the hardest decision I've ever had to make, and that's just giving him up for adoption , because DSS feels that Jeremy is mentally unstable even tho he's not the biological father of William - The biolgical father checked out long time ago , so finding him is just going to make matter's worse- DSS has pretty much made of their minds, that because of Jeremy's past , he's not stable to be arround childran there for nor am I a fit parent - even DSS isn't comming right out and sayng they , their more less b/s ing me - My case has been passed around to 7 different social worker's whom haven't do a damn thing to help me or Jeremy , nor help my son . Because of that , I'm now being forced to make the unltimate decision to give up my son, not because Jeremy is forcing me, no no, because of Leslie's Lies and false report she filed - I'm not giving up my son because I want to, no no, I love him with all my heart and I want nothing but the best life for him and I dont' want to put him through all that torture of and heart ache of yrs of court , 20 minute supervised visitation - Jeremy and I being under constient monitering , pretty much on probation , all because of a bunch of b/s Leslie told. Truth of the matter it , it would take yrs for my son to regain his memory of me and I dont' want to put him through something like that- As of right now i'm mother's health has gotten worse, Jeremy and I are pretty much her care taker's - we are in the process of trying to get my mother to move but with all her health problems that's really difficult . I just want to best for my son, and if that means him not being with me, but adopted by a good christian couple , who can give William the life, that I havent' been able to give him because I've been my mothers care taker . I love my little boy very very very much , but i'm also trying not to be selfish as far as being a parent . Fact is my little boy needs peace and stabiltiy and I need peace as well .

June 16, 2008, 6:34 pm

..well well well!! lookee who came back to play?? missed ya hun..yeah we've been getting t'storms pretty regularly these days ha ..sowwie about ur tests coming back inconclusive..I've undergone a few of those & can vouch for the fact 'they just ain't fun..hope something can be concluded thru further diagnostics there..keep me in the loop how u r progressing alright?? be strong darlin' ..I'll be thinking of u..

May 27, 2008, 5:13 pm

hi hun!! haven't seen u in a good long while ..hope e'thing is going well for u now..btw we got a thunderstorm brewing here now..knew u loved 'em..