Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

Hi, my name is Melissa. I am seventeen and a junior in high school. Although I am social, I usually have hard time fitting in, because I'm different. I don't relate well to other high school students. I think I've had OCD my whole life, just in many different forms. For me, my worst habit is by far handwashing. My hands look like they have a bad sunburn on them. lol. Most of the time they hurt too. I'm also plagued day and night by anxious, disturbing thoughts.I'm also a counter, a hoarder, a germfreak, a checker, ....and etc. Things would be a lot better if I didn't have OCD. Things always have to be my way. When they're not, I get quite nervous and irritable. I unintentionally snap at people often. As for friends, I don't really care enough to listen to their problems, I have enough of my own. Plus theirs are really different from mine.My nickname is "Spikey", because one retarded therapist said I'm like a Spikey ball, I hurt others and myself. She's nuts. Anyway, I have plenty of good traits too. I'm fun and different. If I trust you, then I can be a very good friend. I want to be a film director. When I dream, my dreams usually look a lot like movies. I remember them shot for shot. I love learning new things, if I'm interested. I never lie, because, well....I can't. I love my parents. I tell my mom everything, and I enjoy having intellectual conversations with my dad. He's so smart. I'm usually pretty blunt which is both a good and a bad thing. I'm a dancer! My favorite color is purple! I love talking and singing! This is getting long, so I'll stop. Sorry!


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supernatural stuff, books, movies, Cirque du Soleil, old movies, Halloween,Dexter( books and show!), Betty Boop, the moon, thunder storms, band-aids, ballet flats, roller coasters, Martha Graham, Hitchcock, Audrey Hepburn, Gwen Stefani, Scarlett Johansson, Ewan Mcgreggor, Matt Damon, Sylvia Browne, Bill Oreilly,Criss Angel, big cities, fashion, my family, popcorn, tacos, pepsi, being different, art, So you think You Can Dance

germs, socks, tags, math, high school, the sun, scissors, sickness, Britney Spears, George Clooney, meatloaf (the food), sports, chalk boards, Paris Hilton, country music licorice, high heels, stress, clowns,

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Gwen Stefani is my very favorite artist ever! Others I like are The White Stripes, Aly & AJ, Coldplay, Fergie,The Hush Sound, Evanescence, Lady Sovereign, Alanis Morisette, Billy Joel, Duran Duran, Heather Headley, Matchbox Twenty, The Goo Goo Dolls, Fleetwood Mac, Heart, The Mamas and the Papas, Blondie, The Dave Matthews Band, The Cranberries, The B-52s, Sting/The Police, Roisin Murphy/Moloko, Panic at the Disco, Shakira, Simon & Garfunkal, U2, James Blunt, The Beach Boys, Laurie Anderson, Kimya Dawson, Incubus, The Red Hot Chilli Peppers, Michelle Branch, Jewel, Third Eye Blind, Sarah McLachlan, Rob Zombie, Marilyn Manson, CCR, The Eagles, The Shins, Natalie Merchant, Sugar Ray, Mika, Band of Horses, The Ying Yang Twins, Jennifer Holliday, Keane, Blue October, Everclear, Train, No Doubt, Mandy Moore, Eva Cassidy, Aerosmith, Corinne Bailey Rae, The Killers, Paramore, The Carpentars, John Mayer, Buddy Holly, The Moldy Peaches, Tears for Fears, The Clash, David Bowie, Santana, R.E.M., Gin Blossoms, Vertical Horizon, Snow Patrol, Jeff Buckley

Kissing Doorknobs, Bellwether, Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn, The Bourne Identity, The Bourne Supremacy, The Bourne Ultitmatum, Darkly Dreaming Dexter, Dearly Devoted Dexter, Dexter in the Dark, The Shining, Water For Elephants,False Memory, Watchers, The Key to Midnight, Darkfall, The Mask,The vampire Kisses books, Rebecca,The devil in the Details, The Summoning, ......anything by Edgar Allen Poe, Dean Koontz, Stephen King, Robert Ludlum, Jeff Lindsay, or Stephanie Meyer

DIRTY, FILTHY LOVE






My very favorite movie is Garden State! Wow, um there are so many that I love but i'll name a few. These are some of my favorites; any Hitchcock movie, Across the Universe, Moulin Rouge, The Blair Witch Project, Juno, Wimbledon, The Bourne Identity, The Bourne Supremacy, The Bourne Ultimatum, Stardust,Mirrormask, Ginger snaps Crash, The X-files movie, The X-files Movie 2, The Island,

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Practical Magic, Snakes On a Plane, Blood and Chocolate, Simply Irresistable, Enchanted,Edward Scissorhands, The Return, Saved, Pirates, Pirates 2,Pirates 3, A nightmare Before Christmas, Office Space,.. 10 Things I Hate About You, It, The Thomas Crown Affair, Disturbing Behavior, Stay, The Mummy, The Mummy Returns, Underworld,.. House On Haunted Hill, Underworld Evolution, Step Up, V For Vendetta, The Crow, Ocean's Eleven, The Prestige, Charade, The Illusionist, Vampires, The Village, Corpse Bride, Team America, Hitch, X-men, Save the Last Dance, Waking Life,National Treasure, Without a Paddle,Black Christmas ( the old version ), The Grudge, Kill Bill Vol. 1, Kill Bill Vol. 2, Pulp Fiction,Planet Terror, All Resident Evil films, Pay It Forward,Martian Child,The Addams Family, Black Snake Moan, Van Helsing,House of 1000 corpes, The Devil's Rejects, Stranger Than Fiction, When a Stranger Calls Back, Hairspray, Desperately Seeking Susan, Shoot 'Em Up,National Treasure 2, Room 1408, Say Anything, The Lost Boys, Salem's Lot(new), It, Rose Red,Wristcutters:A Love Story, and Cabaret.

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movies, reading, writing, eating, singing, dancing, and sleeping


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