Hi there, my name is Bree, short for Breanna. I'm Croatian/ Aussie and have lived in Australia my whole life. I've had OCD for years now, and saw a psychologist for two years. I had almost complete control over my rituals but have been having a hard time lately. After several bad events, I was sent back to see the same psychologist plus a psychiatrist.
I've had a medication change (to Cymbalta) and also been diagnosed with depression. I did cut myself but stopped since my parents found out and I didn't like all the fuss. It doesn't mean I'm better now. There's a difference between not cutting yourself and not cutting yourself but wanting to.
It's not like I don't know it's wrong. I'm aware that talking about how you feel is good for you, even though I hate it. It's the same with cutting myself.