Ok,
I
wasn't
comfortable
trolling
the
forum
boards
for
money,
even
though
I'm
a
Tribemember,
but
blogging
about
it
is
ok,
I
guess.
This
isn't
an
ad,
I
swear;
in
fact,
if
you're
worried
it's
an
ad,
skip
the
next
blurb
to
continue
with
my
actual
blog.
On
April
28th,
Ialong
with
thousands
of
others
will
be
skydiving
to
raise
funds
for
the
victims,
awareness,
and
prevention
of
sexual
assault.
I
want
to
raise
$850
for
SOAR
(Speaking
out
about
Rape)
so
would
you
please
donate
to
help
make
that
happen?
The
FBI
categorizes
rape
as
the
most
violent
and
traumatic
crime
a
victim
lives
to
remember.
Help
me
do
something
about
it
by
going
to
my
page
and
clicking
donate.
I
know
we're
all
broke,
but
even
a
dollar
helps
someone
who
needs
it.
That's
the
canned
request
I
was
given
for
this
thing
I'm
doing
called
Operation
Freefall.
Seems
like
a
great
idea
for
someone
with
multiple
anxiety
disorders,
right?
I
don't
know
if
I'm
absurdly
courageous
or
an
absolute
idiot.
I've
committed
to
raising
$850,
and,
uh,
yeah,
also
jumping
out
of
a
perfectly
good
airplane.
You
can
see
where
this
is
going.
I'm
anxious.
I'm
going
to
have
a
panic
attack.
the
night
before,
on
the
plane,
midair,
I
don't
know
but
it's
going
to
happen
and
it's
going
to
be
awful
because
I
really
would
prefer
not
to
wimp
out
and
I
would
love,
love,
love
to
feel
good
about
myself
for
the
rest
of
my
life
for
following
through
with
this,
but
I'm
worried
it's
going
to
be
too
difficult
for
me.
And
anyway,
I
still
need
$850.
If
anyone
is
comfortable
donating
(I
will
never
even
see
the
money;
it's
instantaneously
deposited
into
the
charity)
that
would
be
greatly
appreciated.
http://www.firstgiving.com/fundraiser/kristenpulkstenis/operatio
nfreefall2012
Right
now,
I'm
just
ignoring
the
whole
situation
and
preparing
to
let
the
anxiety
crush
me
the
day
before.
I
don't
know
what
else
to
do.
