Hi
Elsie.
It
was
just
a
quote
of
the
day
in
the
newspaper.
I
guess
it
just
struck
me
that
with
my
ocd,
I
can spend
so
much
time
trying
to
protect
myself
from
germs
etc.
so
that
nothing
will
cause
me
to
become
ill
-
and
ultimately
die,
I
guess
-
that
I
am
missing
this
life
that
I
am
trying
so
hard
to
preserve.
Pretty
ironic,
huh?
