Saturn
"The important thing in life is not be cured but to live with ones ailments"
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| Date: | Jun. 20, 2007 |
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Yo,
i
was
at
therapy
yesterday
&
me
&
my
therapist
touched
on
something
deep
that
happened
when
i
was
a
little
child,
quite
a
disturbing
event
which
i've
not
been
able
to
open
until
yesterday.
So
when
we
delved
into
it
i
ended
up
sobbing,
now
i'm
not
on
about
a
couple
tears,
i
mean
an
uncontrolable
breakdown.
Anyway,
within
an
hour
or
so
i
noticed
a
lightness
about
myself,
a
calmness,
i
guess
the
kind
of
calmness
i
seeked
that
brought
me
into
therapy
in
the
first
place.
What
i
noticed
as
well
is
that
my
ocd
didn't
really
bother
me
like
it
usually
does
&
this
got
me
thinking
that
regardless
of
whether
there's
any
direct
connection
with
trauma
&
ocd,
there's
a
lot
to
be
said
about
the
therapeutic
process
&
how
ocd
manifests
itself,
i've
suspected
this
for
a
long
time,
which
is
that
although
i
have
no
proof
of
this,
i
believe
that
my
ocd
will
subside
dramatically
once
i've
dealt
with
all
the
narcissistic
disturbances
that
are
a
result
of
my
up-bringing,
i
don't
want
to
get
ahead
of
myself
but
there's
no
doubt
in
my
mind
that
there's
a
huge
connection
with
my
ocd
&
the
pandora's
box
that
i
opened
just
slightly
yesterday.
I
just
wanted
to
know
if
anyone
else
can
relate
to
any
of
this
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