i
can't
believe
the
ups
and
downs
of
my
life.
I
do
soooo
much
for
everyone
i
know
but
when
i
say
"oh
i'm
a
bit
busy
then"
or
whatever
i
get
hung,
drawn
and
quartered.
I'm
really
pleased
at
how
i
have
done
lately,
being
calm,
helping
people,
doing
my
job
and
the
family,
but
then
it's
like
they
say
"oh
she's
doing
well,
lets
just
freak
her
out
again".
I
know
they
don't
do
it
on
purpose
but
when
the
sh**
hits
my
fan
why
do
they
have
to
do
it
in
groups!!!
