This
is
a
great
thing
about
this
place.
I
can
run
here
and
say
how
i'm
feeling
without
facing
people
who
want
to
help
but
make
things
worse
by
the
look
on
there
faces.I've
just
been
informed
of
my
iminent
visit
by
the
powers
that
be
who
inspect
my
house
and
family
to
ensure
i
am
fine
and
running
my
childcare
service
correctly.
I
know
i
am
but
when
faced
with
the
visit
i
go
into
panic
mode,
some
stranger
snooping
round
my
house,
i
hate
it.
I
feel
sick
in
my
stomach:
and
weird
in
my
chest,
i
just
want
to
barricade
the
doors
or
run
(where
to!!!)
or
quit
my
work
on
the
spot!
I
know
i'll
get
through
it,
this
time
next
month
i'll
wonder
what
i
was
panicking
over
(hopefully),
i
just
wish
i
could
stop
these
feelings
and
get
back
into
control,
it's
very
annoying.
