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Mood: Other
Date: Mar. 15, 2011
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inpatient pychiatric care place.finally...it took them forever to just let me go. i swear i was going more crazy there then i was in my own home. its been days and my house is in shambles.no sleep no food. i saw someone that hung themself in the bathroom when i was there.my dogs have been locked up for ever. everything is a mess. and the reality of everything thats happened recently and the feeling of it all setting in now that im home makes me feel so...numb.my door is still broke and the frame from when the cops busted it down. and theres blood stains on my beautiful couch. how could i have f@cked things up so badly. im scared of my neighbor. i dont like being here. and i feel so empty.how can everything be so good and then just go all bad..just like that...i dont feel anything...at all anymore.






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From: tpmnight
March 16, 2011, 7:39 am

I'm sorry that you're still feeling so low. I know what it's like to hit bottom and not feel anything - it is an awful place to be. I'm sorry that Green Oaks was not able to help you more. Did they at least refer you to some sort of therapist now that you've been released? You need to find someone to help you through this. Four months ago I was exactly where you are and as much as I tried to resist it, my therapist and psychiatrist got me started on some meds that have really helped. And talking it out with a therapist I am finally able to trust has helped tremendously, too.


We're all here for you to talk whenever you need it. Please, please follow up with a therapist of some kind. You can get out of this hole and feel so much better. 



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