no,
thingsx
arent
ok.
no.
they
arent.
i
dont
casre
anymore
i
dont
care
anymore.idont.its
notgoign
to
be
okay.
there
is
no
light
at
the
end
of
th
etunnel.
there
is
no
getting
help
theres
is
no
changing
of
things.theres
noNOTHING.
i
havent
slept
in
two
days
i
feel
nothing.my
bodys
weak
and
my
minds
racing
and
all
the
mediane
ive
had
is
kickign
in.
i'm
almost
out
of
alcohol.my
body
hurts.
my
head
hurts
my
brain
hurts.ifeel
like
i
cant
move.
and
he
dry
bloody
scabs
on
my
arms
burn
everytime
i
move
when
the
cut
stretches
back
open.but
everytime
i
hurt
i
just
remnd
myself
that
i
deserve
it
nd
then
it
doesnt
even
amterr.you
know
i
donte
ven
care.
i
dont
care
im
tired
of
what
everyone
think
sand
i
just
dont
care
anymore.im
not
even
etrying
to
be
mean.im
just
so
tired.i
dont
want
tocare
anymore
I
agree
with
Frantastic.
Thank
you
for
opening
up
to
us
like
that;
that
takes
guts.
I
know
it's
hard
to
ask for help,
but
it
sounds
like
you
need
to.
You're
exhausted.
When
I
can't
sleep,
I
start
getting
depressed
to.
I
get
discouraged
enough
and
feel
like
giving
up
sometimes even when
I
do
get
sleep.
I
can't even
imagine
what
it's
like
to
miss
out on
sleep for
two
days.
I really hope
things
get
better
for
you.