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Mood: Sad
Date: Feb. 10, 2011
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no, thingsx arent ok. no. they arent. i dont casre anymore i dont care anymore.idont.its notgoign to be okay. there is no light at the end of th etunnel. there is no getting help theres is no changing of things.theres noNOTHING. i havent slept in two days i feel nothing.my bodys weak and my minds racing and all the mediane ive had is kickign in. i'm almost out of alcohol.my body hurts. my head hurts my brain hurts.ifeel like i cant move. and he dry bloody scabs on my arms burn everytime i move when the cut stretches back open.but everytime i hurt i just remnd myself that i deserve it nd then it doesnt even amterr.you know i donte ven care. i dont care im tired of what everyone think sand i just dont care anymore.im not even etrying to be mean.im just so tired.i dont want tocare anymore






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February 11, 2011, 5:23 am

I agree with Frantastic.  Thank you for opening up to us like that; that takes guts.  I know it's hard to ask for help, but it sounds like you need to.  You're exhausted.  When I can't sleep, I start getting depressed to.  I get discouraged enough and feel like giving up sometimes even when I do get sleep.  I can't even imagine what it's like to miss out on sleep for two days.  I really hope things get better for you.   



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February 10, 2011, 8:40 pm

I think you should check into a hospital or something. You sound pretty upset.  Or at least see a therapist ASAP. *hugs*



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