So
I
am
a
huge
worrier.
While
I've
gotten
much
better
about
it
with
therapy,
support,
and
medication...
the
biggest
thing
I
struggle
with
is
learning
the
boundry
between
"normal"
worrying
and
my
ocd
worrying.
I
worry
about
everyone
I
care
about.
Mostly
their
physical
well
being
but
also
my
relationship
with
that
person.
If
I
don't
get
a
reply
from
a
text
or
hear
from
someone
for
awhile
I
get
terribly
worried.
Now
everyone
close
to
me
knows
how
I
am
and
does
their
best
to
keep
me
from
worrying
but
at
what
point
does
that
mean
I'm
feeding
my
compulsions?
And
even
worse
having
other
people
help
me
to
do
it?
That's
just
when
it
comes
to
the
physical
well
being
of
the
people
I
love.
When
it
comes
to
my
personal
relationships
I
worry
so
much
more.
I
always
think
everyone
is
mad
at
me
if
I
don't
get
a
response
or
I
did
something
wrong
to
make
them
not
like
me
anymore.
I'm
the
worst
with
guys
I'm
dating...
I
know
I
sound
like
a
clingy
freak
but
THANKFULLY
I've
learned
to
keep
my
thoughts
to
myself
for
the
most
part.
Don't
worry
I'm
not
an
obsessive
texter
or
caller,
just
an
obsessive
thinker.
This
doesn't
mean
every
once
in
awhile
my
ocd
doesn't
get
the
best
of
me
and
I
have
an
"episode"
of
freaking
out
but
it's
just
something
that
I'm
gonna
have
to
live
with,
and
so
will
whoever
I
end
up
with
unfortunately.
