If
it
did
not
come
with
the
anxiety
and
the
rituals.
The
anxiet
gives
me
this
at
times
unbearable
frustrations.
The
thoughts
that
roll
through
my
head
become
stuck.
I
Swear
I
feel
like
my
thoughts
are
not
my
own
and
that
my
ideas
are
not
either!
That
part
sucks!
The
voices
test
my
sanity.
The
OCD
part
I
like
is
the
cleaning
and
organizing
and
how
I
need
to
make
everything
perfect,
the
part
I
could
go
with
out,
is
the
part
when
I
realize
that
I
am
not
perfect
and
so
generally
what
I
am
doing
will
not
be
perfect
and
then
I
must
do
it
over
and
over
again
and
then
I
no
longer
like
what
I
am
doing
because
It
turns
into
a
chore!
I
can
turn
an
afternoon
of
painting
into
a
chore!
Shopping
was
meant
to
be
fun
but
I
can
turn
it
into
a
stressful
time!
Those
things
I
could
do
with
out!!!
