candied
ginger,
ginger
chips,
ginger
ale,
ginger
tea,
giner
snaps...im
eating
all
this
ginger
to
try
and
calm
my
stomach.
i
am
still
sick...almost
another
month
has
passed,
the
school
finally
got
my
laptop
back
to
me,
it
was
supposed
to
be
fixed
but
of
course
it
is
not.
i
am
going
to
need
a
new
one.
im
still
hating
my
life.
i
just
took
a
bubble
bath
to
try
and
relax.
all
i
have
had
to
eat
today
is
pasta.
what
the
hell
is
in
me
that
hurts
so
bad.
i
go
to
see
the
stomach
specialist
june
5th.
i
am
getting
a
colonoscopy
and
a
upper
endoscopy.
i
hope
they
do
find
something
because
i
want
them
to
fix
it.
i
dont
want
this
to
be
just
another
dead
end.
i
have
lost
23
pounds.
this
isnt
healthy
and
isnt
right...
