Discovered
new
things
about
myself.
I
am
not
relying
on
my
own
ability.
I
know
things,
but
I
need
to
hear
them
from
others.
Why?
Because
I
am
scared.
I
need
to
get
stronger
and
know
that
some
of
my
fears
are
so
unreal.
I
know
that
people
have
put
me
down
over
the
years
and
it
made
me
think
badly
of
myself.
I
am
a
good
person,
I
try
to
please
everyone.
I
know
now,
it
is
not
my
problem,
it
was
theirs.
They
had
a
problem
and
took
it
out
on
me.
If
they
didn't
like
something
about
me,
they
should
kindly
tell
me
that
it
is
not
OK.
Not
picked
on
me.
In
the
past
I
was
broke
down
from
all
the
abuse.
I
am
not
going
to
put
up
with
the
abuse
anymore.
If
no
one
wants
to
be
around
me,
then
they
are
missing
out,
not
me.
I
am
just
missing
the
abuse.
A
friend
of
mine
use
to
say,
"I
am
not
alone,
I
have
Me,
Myself,
and
I".
I
also
believe
we
have
God
andangels
around
us.
