i
am
so
cheesed
off
i
really
tried
hard
i
did
4
loads
of
washing
then
hung
it
up
then
it
fell
onto
the
floor
because
the
line
broke
so
i
now
want
to
wash
it
all
again
i
feel
i
have
let
myself
down
i
am
so
gutted
so
we
will
see
what
tomorrow
brings
as
i
am
meant
to
be
fighting
the
thoughts
and
not
give
in
i
just
feel
i
have
taken
a
step
forward
but
then
took
2
steps
back.
OMG,
I
read
your
blog
and
started
crying.
This
has
happened
to
me
so
many
times. I
know
how
frustrating
it
is.
I
know
most
people
with
OCD
has
to
do
with
germs, mine
doesn't,
but
everything
that
falls on
the
floor
bothers
me.
It
becomes
dirty
(for
lack
of
a
better
word)
to
me
and
if
it
is
something
I
need
I
have
to
wash
it.
I
didn't
know
if
others
were
bothered
with
things
falling
on
the
ground.
I
am
about
to
start
cognitive
therapy
and
I
am
scared
to
death.
That's
happened
to
me
more
times
than
I
care
to
remember.
One
thing
you
can
do
to
ease
this
kind
of
torment
is
to
remain
very
calm
when
it
happens.
It's
NOT
the
end
of
anything.
Big
deal!
So
what!
They're
just
clothes
and
you
can
wear
them
and
be
just
fine
and
then
they'll
be
washed
again.
If
you're
not
at
that
point
just
yet,
then
look
at
the
clothes
and
see
just
where
they
fell.
Was
it
on
a
particularly,
for-real
dirty
area
or
just
on
the
carpet?
What
I'd
do
in
the
not-long-ago
past
is
just
take
the
clothes
from
the
topmost
part
and
dump
them
on
the
bed.
Then
take
the
clothes
from
the
bottom
of
the
heap
and
put
them
in
the
hamper.
If
it
happened
now,
I'd
swiftly
pick
them
up,
shake
them
a
little,
then
put
them
away.
I
may
wash
my
hands
quickly
afterward,
though.
But
I'd
still
wear
them.
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