saw
my
thearapist
yesterday
he
said
it
was
time
i
started
to
say
no
which
sounds
good
but
i
dont
know
if
i
am
strong
enough
to
fight
i
know
its
not
going
to
be
a
overnight
thing
but
i
dont
seem
to
be
fighting
very
hard
im
worried
i
havent
got
it
in
me.
I
am
sure
you
have
it
in
you
to
say
NO!.
Think
about
how
the
OCD
is
taking
away
your
time,
energy
and
happiness....get
mad
at
it.
There
is
no
reason
that
you
should
not
be
happy.
Yes,
it
will
not
happen
overnight.
However,
give
the
OCD
a
good
strong
push
back
("kick
in
the
ass");
it
may
not
stop
the
OCD
but
at
least
you
are
putting
it
on
notice
that
you
are
going
to
start
pushing
back.
Hope
you
feel
better.
Best.
Rob
Hi
I
have
been
where
you
are
but
I
am
happy
to
say
I
am
better
now
because
I
tried
a
little
bit
at
a
time
and
each
time
it
got
easier.
I
am
not
all
better
but
i
am
working
hard.
I
know
you
can
do
it.
Hang
in
there
and
I
wish
you
much
success.
If
you
need
anything
let
me
know.
Take
care
I
know
how
you
feel.
I'm
supposed
to
be
doing
an
exposure
with
driving.
And
lots
of
days
I
just
don't
have
it
in
me
like
you
said.
But
once
I
make
up
my
mind
that
I'm
going
to
do
it,
it's
easier.
I
have
to
get
past
the
feeling
of
just
not
doing
it
and
think,
ok,
I'm
going
to
do
this.
I
really
do
know
it's
hard,
but
please
hang
in
there.
You
can
do
it.
It's
hard
to
fight,
but
try
to
fight
a
little.
Maybe
not
a
lot,
but
try
a
little.
Baby
steps
I
always
say.
Sometimes
I
guess
we
have
to
dig
deep
to
find
the
fight,
but
it's
there.
I
wish
you
well.
You'll
let
us
know
how
you're
doing?
Take
care
then.
It's
very
scary
I
know.
Try
to
figure
out
which
of
your
obsessions
is
the
least
scariest
and
start
there.
It's
definitely
a
leap
of
faith,
especially
the
first
time,
but
you
can
do
it.
Once
you
experience
a
bit
of
success,
it
gets
much
easier.
Don't
be
discouraged
if
at
some
point
you
can't
do
it
or
slip
back.
We
are
all
human,
and
we
all
experience
set
backs
from
time
to
time.
You
can
always
try
again
another
time.
It's
the
effort
you
put
into
it
that
is
theraputic.
The
more
you
try,
the
more
success
you'll
have.
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