Candi_x
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Where it Started
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| Date: | Aug. 25, 2007 |
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I've
had
this
problem
since
I
was
15
years
old.
There's
a
long
story
to
it
about
how
I
was
traumatized
after
my
stepfathers'
death.
I
whisper
things
under
my
breath
obsessively
and
I
don't
wish
to
disclose
what
they
are,
but
I
feel
like
if
I
don't
say
them,
bad
things
are
to
follow.
I
know
it's
unrealistic,
but
I
can't
fix
the
problem
of
saying
it
all
the
time.
I
wash
my
hands
obsessively.
It's
hard
for
me
to
read
(but
I
still
fight
that
part
of
this
like
no
other
most
of
the
time)
sometimes
or
concentrate
because
while
whispering
I
usually
get
really
intrusive
thoughts
and
I
feel
like
all
I
can
do
to
settle
them
is
sleep.
I
was
put
on
Lexapro
awhile
back,
but
it
didn't
help
me
any.
I
don't
really
want
to
go
the
anti-depressant/mood
stabilizer
route
again
because
it
made
it
worse,
but
I'd
like
to
try
therapy.
I
haven't
told
but
a
few
close
friends
and
my
family
doesn't
know,
but
they
should.
I'm
20
years
old
and
I'm
about
to
go
to
college.
I
haven't
been
in
a
regular
school
since
I
had
just
turned
15
and
that
was
before
any
of
this
happened.
I
was
home
schooled
for
awhile,
but
I
got
worse
and
worse
off
that
I
just
stopped.
My
family
was
having
their
share
of
problems
as
well
so
that
wasn't
setting
well
with
me.
I'm
now
trying
to
get
my
GED
so
I
can
go
to
college
and
hoping
that
all
this
stuff
won't
interfere.
So,
that's
how
OCD
affects
me...
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