It
got
a
bit
better...
I
started
to
calm
down.
Supressed
it
for
a
few
days,
managed
not
to
redo
the
wash
today.
But
I
crossed
a
line
as
well,
it
just...
it's
better
and
I
feel
like
I
may
not
have
something
wrong,
but...
then
I
freak
out
again.
I
washed
my
mouth
out
with
soap
today...
a
few
minutes
ago.
Still
taste
it
a
little...
handsoap,
what
we
use
for
the
dishes.
I'd
washed
my
hands,
assumed
the
towel
was
dirty...
bit
a
fingernail.
Rewashed
my
hands,
licked
some
of
the
soap...
I
think
I'll
go
the
Student
Health
Centre
at
school
and
see
if
they've
a
shrink...
evaluate
me.
If
I
have
ocd
I
can
go
from
there,
if
I
don't
then
I'll
put
myself
at
ease...
If
there
are
any
religious
reading
this
[I'm
Roman
Catholic]
may
I
ask
for
your
prayers?
And
any
kind
words,
thanks.
