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Mood: Sad
Date: Dec. 21, 2007
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Cannot believe how life and OCD can treat you!! My brother phoned and told me our friend’s husband died earlier this morning. I had been going to ring her yesterday as I knew he was very poorly but didn’t because I was recovering from party night before. My OCD is now trying to persuade me that it’s all my fault because I didn’t ring her and wasn’t meant to be out enjoying myself at party. I know how stupid that thought is but on some level actually buy into it. Why can’t life just be good again and what have I done to bring this on????? How selfish I am too as should be concentrating on helping Maria through this hard time and instead have got wrapped up in my thoughts about Mick’s death. I so believe this is about me being a bad person and is payback for daring to think I might get better and ………….arghhh!!!!!!

Cry





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December 21, 2007, 8:00 am

-Hey...you have to know this...it's not your fault. You know that deep down inside. This is just OCD, and the feeling it's creating. Phone Maria and be supportive, do what you can to help her. Have a good holiday, don't let OCD ruin it for you. Don't give it that much power. Be well.

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