I
feel
so
silly
but
then
again
I´m
almost
panicking.
If
I
see
a
song
name,
a
tv
show
or
anything
that
causes
me
to
obsess,
I
freak
out
and
just
try
to
get
rid
of
it.
I´m
freaking
out
at
the
moment
and
I
just
want
to
delete
everything
that
I
did
and
it
just
makes
me
panic.
I
hate
this,
why
can´t
I
just
be
normal
and
not
think
and
analyze
and
worry
about
every
single
thing!!!
