Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

Well yesterday aunt flow started ,  to say the least Jeremy was incredibly disappointed but the truth of the matter the stress that Jeremy & I are both under is proably the reason why we haven't concieved .   Lets see stress factor # 1 - my mom - the only way to eliminate that stress is for my mom to get a referal from her pain Dr  for some sort of home health assistance- some one who will pick up her medication & take it to her, someone who will take her grocery shopping when she needs to go -  she won't be able to run the home health assistance person the way she runs jeremy and i ragged for starter's .   stress factor #2  the relationship between William & I ,   proably once I have complete my part of the asessments that the judge ordered - once those are completed , then hopefully William will be ready to start supervised visiation ( providing his therphiests signs off on the supervised visitation - then some sort of normalacy  will have returned to all of our lives - there for jeremy and I won't be as stressed out - then & only then my body will relax & allow us to concieve .  I've told Jeremy that he doesn't need to worry about us having fertility issues until this time by next yr when he's 30 & I'm getting ready to turn 29 .  All my reproductive funtions are fine,  my periods have regulated themselves , thankfully to some herbal suppliments for women - I'm ovulating - everything is fine - how ever I have l also explained to jeremy that  just because I ovulate every month & release an egg , just because we do the baby dance every other day  doesn't necessarly mean his sperm & my egg will meet & I'll automatically get pregnant - I've told him that every month we have a 20% chance of concieving -   truth is when god is ready for us to concieve we'll concieve -  maybe right now god knows that we just have more than enough on our plates , so there for he's waiting - even if we aren't waiting .    just because we are trying to have a baby doesn't mean it will happen right away - the fact that we've only been trying 9 months doesn't necessarly mean tha something is wrong .  It just ant happended yet !!!       now by Jeremy & i working to decrease our stress  helps  in bettering our chances of concieving - some women's body's don't  react to stress, then again other woman's body's  react to the lest little bit of stress , just because my reproductive functions are all in line doesn't  necessarly  mean that my stress hormone in my body isn't being the one thing holding us back from getting pregnant.  It could be a stress hormone on both my & jeremy's body's -  who knows but  there's always a next time - we just have to keep trying , not worry about it , and not think about it & it will happen when god is ready for it happen -   that's all we can do is wait and be patient .