I
am
sitting
here
and
I
am
in
tears....this
HIV
is
scaring
the
sh*t
out
of
me....I
cannot
continue
to
live
like
this
anymore!!!!
Where
I
am
right
now....death
would
be
easier!!!!!
I
know
how
you
feel...
I
don't
fear
HIV,
but
I
fear
other
things...
so
much
so
that
they
are
all
consuming.
Just
hang
in
there...
there's
not
a
cure
to
get
you
out
of
that
anxiety
quick,
but
fight
through
it,
stay
in
the
battle.
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But I have promises to keep, And miles to go before I sleep, And miles to go before I sleep...
Please
hang
in
there.
The
not
knowing
part
is
often
what
kills
me
too
when
it
comes
to
this
sort
of
thing.
It's
hard
to
admit
that
we
have
almost
no
control
when
it
comes
to
things
like
this.
I
hope
you
are
able
to
get
through
this
and
you
get
the
support
you
need.
Thanks
for
sharing.
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I don't wanna feel like this tomorrow/I don't wanna live like this today/Make me feel better/I wanna feel better/Stay with me here now/And never surrender...