So
I
know
I
haven't
been
here
in
a
while
and
it's
probably
lame
of
me
to
only
come
here
when
I
have
trouble
but
I
have
nowhere
else
to
go
to
vent
my
ocd
craziness.
I
am
not
going
to
go
into
a
long
drawn
out
story
this
time
because
frankly,
I
am
not
in
the
mood.
I
just
want
to
say
that
I
am
obsessing
that
my
husband
is
going
to
kidnap
my
daughter
and
take
her
to
Kentucky
and
in
my
mind
there
are
valid
reasons
for
this
obsession.
I
would
type
them
all
out
but
nobody
really
wants
to
know
all
the
gory
details,
probably.
I
called
her
this
morning
to
talk
to
her
and
she
sounded
like
she
had
been
drugged.
She
was
not
her
boisterous
self
and
she
could
hardly
even
talk.
Why
can't
I
just
relax?
Why
Why
Why?
Now
I
am
going
to
take
my
meds...
You
know
what
sucks
most
of
all?
Knowing
that
your
brain
is
not
normal
and
realizing
you
have
irrational
thoughts
and
not
knowing
the
difference
sometimes.
