Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

I have had OCD like symptoms since i was 13- years old - hand washing, prayers etc.

I do get negative thoughts or sometimes very abhorant views on people and circumstances around me - wishing bad things on ppl or all types of jealously, emvious and covetness but my real desire is to be happy and to be loved- sounds selfish?

In all fairness, i'm lonely at times and procrastinate and have a nominal social life, but I love to go to the cinema and cherish the joys of syrupy sweet popcorn.

I generally overthink too much and get headaches and have a huge inferiority complex. I like to open as and when I can with others and miss resting my shoulder on someone.

I am Christian and very spiritual and like to share things with faith based, like minded people.

hugs, eating out, chinese food, music, fine art, watching wrestling, reading the bible, the beach.

Loneliness, rejection, intrusive thoughts, mess and untidyness, statues and idols.

80s Soul and Hip-hop, Reggae, Gospel, Progessive Metal, Funk, UK Garage, Classical..

The Bible, The Power Of Positive Thinking, "The Secret" series, The Pilgrims Progress, Striking Thoughts by Bruce Lee.

The Wrestler, Nacho Libre, Shaun Of The Dead, Adventureland, Pretty Persuasion, The Last Samurai, First Knight, BraveHeart, The Passion Of The Christ, Ben Hur...

Playing piano, reading, football, playing video games, sleeping, drawing, cooking (even if it's burnt toast lol).