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Ocd_sucks96
"Just another day in hell..."
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Anyone reading this my name is Jordan. Im 16, and have had ocd since i was really little. My ocd consisted of a few quirks, but nothing serious, till I was about 12 or 13, then it spiked for the first time, and began running my life. I try to be a friendly person, and I like to try to have fun. I think you'll find that if you get to know me, im actually quite interesting. I have found the love of my life, and am so grateful that I have. I'd thank God and have in the past but not anymore because of what hes done to me and her mentally with our ocd. I write rap music, and record it. currently don not know how to make beats yet. Im not here to promote that, but if you;re interested check it out at: http://www.youtube.com/user/MentallyScorn. I also make videos of me and my friends doing stupid things. For those who are down on life maybe a good laugh will help. Also some of my songs are about ocd, some are about other things. you may be able to relate to some, idk. Basically, Im gratful for my great family, my friends, adn the love of my life, and even ocd solely because it allowed me to meet the love of my life. But im also severely not grateful of ocd and hate it with all my heart and soul. I am torn mentally by this disorder, and have endured the suffering most of you know all too well that severe ocd inflicts on a person. I just try to get by, but lately i dont think I'm gonna make it.


Walking, listening to music, biology and zoology, cryptozoology, cats, my personality when im not consumed by ocd, writing raps, playing soccer, and more.

Ocd, stuck up people, ignorant people


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December 6, 2013, 5:43 am
Wishing you a festive and OCD-free holiday season.

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Far or forgot to me is near. Shadow and sunlight are the same. The vanished gods to me appear and one to me are shame and fame. They reckon ill who leave me out, when me they fly--I am the wings. I am the doubter and the doubt, and I the hymn the Brahmin sings.~~Ralph Waldo Emerson
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November 1, 2013, 8:55 pm
everybody's ocd is unique so i can never understand how you truly feel,one thing i feel is true is everybody on this site has felt hopeless sometimes that they will never be happy or have to always be a puppet to their ocd. i know, i feel that way all the time, but i have to remember that i am stronger than i think i am. i am. the ocd is just a pesky nuisance that is trying to suck my soul dry, but when it tries i will just re-pour my soul with love and strength and fight this ocd, even if it takes a long time. i will win, i must win. My true self is not my ocd it makes you believe you are, it's not true. what i'm trying to say is keep fighting no matter what.

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A very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love. : Stendhal Read
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September 28, 2013, 4:00 pm
Hi Jordan, just thinking about u and praying foru. Things will get better u just have to keep ur head up.we are all here for u.xxx

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From: jemily
September 27, 2013, 8:14 pm
glad to hear you are out of the hospital. I hope you will begin to feel better now. you must believe that one day you will overcome your ocd. your life can change at the drop of the dime. take care now. :)

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The smallest step in the right direction can end up being the biggest step of your life, tip toe if you must but take the step.
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From: nichole
September 27, 2013, 8:10 pm
hey bud miss ya , huggggggggsssssssssssssssss


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Rap music, thats pretty much it. I write and record my own music, give it a listen, you may find some of it you can relate to: http://www.youtube.com/user/MentallyScorn Oh I also find the Beatles really good.

Soccer, Making rap music

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