Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

i have anxiety and "spouts of depression" and symptoms of OCD come with the territory. hmm fun!........some people think i have add or adhd too. i don't like eraser shavings or crumbs around where im about to sit. i can't do anything until they're gone. if i touch something the wrong way, i have to go back and touch it a few more times until it feels right. i have to go over words a million times if it doesn't feel right the way i did it. same thing when drawing lines. i like it when things are symmetrical and straight. some things i can get away with not straigthening but i like things centered so i'll usually fix it. on the complete opposite side, though, my room is usually messy. it's not terribly messy all the time but sometimes it is. it's a bunch of little detailed things bother me, not just one big thing. also, when i sit down at the computer desk, i straighten and center the keyboard and then the mousepad each time. when i write exclaimation marks, there have to be three or five or seven. i don't like numbers that are even when it comes to things like that. but when im eating thins like pretzel sticks or m&ms, i like to have two - four in my mouth at once. i eat two pretzel sticks at the same time so it's symmetrical in my mouth. the same with m&ms or reese's pieces. i'll eat four at a time so two can go on either side of my mouth so it evens out the way i chew. again, there are a lot of weird little symptoms that i have that come with the anxiety and depression. im on zoloft for it and i think it helps the anxiety and depression more than the ocd.

I like good movies. I like having fun. I like spending time with my friends and family. I like not being judged.

I don't like when people tell me what to do with my life; except for when ... well...no, I don't like that. ;)

Tons.

I don't read a lot...

A lot. Lately, I've been into Mark Wahlberg movies. Grease, Titanic, Walk the Line, A Walk to Remember, uhh...too many to remember right now. If I think of any, I'll put them up here.

I love watching tv and spending time with my friends when I have the time. In fact, I just had dinner with one of my girlfriends a couple nights ago.

We love music!