Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

I have mild OCD, rearranging things, i like particular things that i like and it distresses me if i don't have them. i sometimes have to make up excuses to move other people's things because they bother me and i sometimes leave social situations because i need to change something at home or not being able to move something where i am is bothering me.
I hate things getting bent or damaged.
I have low self-esteem and have suffered from eating disorders in the past, i have also suffered from depression since i was 13 or 14.

I like pretty things, girly things, excitement, i want to be original and beautiful.

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DVDs, rainbows, teddies, the alphabet, straight edges, colours, tinsel, photographs,tinkerbell, rain, summer, puppies, eye-liner, nail-varnish, piles of things, labels, beer, wine, cigarettes, my boyfriend, hearts, stars, songs, playgrounds, skinny celebrities, bus windows, imaginary music, high heels, lip-gloss, indie films,

meat, imperfections, hair, legs, illness, hospitals, racism, rude jokes, mess in other people's houses, my parents, rap music. bus drivers, bent paper, broken nails,

Copeland, Dashboard Confessional, The Ting Tings, Deathcab for Cutie, Panic! At the disco, The Academy is... Al Green, 65 days of static, Oceansize, Regina Spektor, Katie Rose, Jenny Owen Youngs, Camera Obscura, Pretty Girls make graves, Porcelain and The Tramps, I am X-Ray, Something Corporate, The Spill Canvas.

Prozac nation, A thing of beauty, Girl, interrupted, Running with scissors, Captain Correlli's Mandolin, Where rainbow's end,

girl interrupted, thirteen, drunks, alice in wonderland, black snake moan, closer, donnie darko, evita, factory girl, Gia, The Green Mile, Jane Doe, Kidulthood, Life is Beautiful, Marie Antoinette, Music and Lyrics, Enchanted, Peter Pan, Pan's Labyrinth, Running with scissors, Sylvia, Tideland, Thelma and Louise, The Little Mermaid, Bambi, Madagascar, The Virgin Suicides, Prozac Nation.

films, theatre, art, drama generally, poetry,