Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

I am a mother with same children under 10 years old and i am going to be honest and blunt with anyone comes to this site with questions and concerns. I was told about 2weeks ago that i have personality disorder and o.c.d so me and family trying to deal with this. I been reading up on both and it is really scares me a lot but because every thing it says relates to me and i am on meds but i don't to have to take meds for the rest of my life