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I
have
found
myself
coming
to
OCD
tribe
recently
and
not
being
able
to
feel
as
comfortable
as
I
used
to.
I
think
my
mistake
maybe
was
that
I
placed
a
general
blog
and
that
I
should
not
have
done.
As
much
as
we
all
have
OCD,
I
realise
those
who
do
not
have
the
excessive,
unruly
,
uncontrolling
thoughts,
consume
their
life
really
cannot
understand.
I
have
made
certain
decisions
recently
to
rid
of
all
the
negative
influences
in
my
life.
Those
acting
as
triggers
to
the
extremely
bad
thoughts
about
myself.
Those
who
took
my
well
being
and
stopmed
on
it.
I
told
myself...Time
to
do
ME
and
that
Im
taking
MY
life
back.
To
my
amazement,
the
comments
I
got
in
return
were
very
belittling
to
me,
thats
why
I
wondered
if
all
on
this
site
are
OCD.
I
am
open
to
positive
critisism
if
someone
sees
someting
wrong
and
cares
enough
to
talk
to
me
about
whatever
it
is.
But
,
what
I
was
sharing
was,
about
me,
I
started
to
feel
better
about
myself
an
my
life,
only
to
get
shut
down
but
other
OCD's.
I
eventually
took
it
down.
My
post
contained
what
I
set
out
to
achieve
this
year
and
how
I
set
out
doing
it.
I
have
started
to
rid
off
those
persons
who
are
negative
influences,
those
who
have
hurt
me
dearly
in
the
past
and
decided
to
change
my
routinne
to
a
more
healthy
one,
by
making
smarter
choices
(positve
persons,
places,
decisions).
I
have
been
learing
to
make
things
fade
away
through
meditation
and
to
accept
happiness
in
the
here
and
now. I
was
referring
to
the
physial
things
that
needed
to
be
done
so
as
to
start dealing
with
the
emotional
Well
today
I
just
found
it
to
be
just
enough.
Maybe
it
had
been
like
maybe
3
or
4
of
those
responses:
I
am
running
away
from
my
problems,
deal
with
it
by
facing
it,
I
am
avoiding
it,
I
am
afraid,
etc
etc.
Ok
I
dont
understand,
if
my
mind
works
the
way
it
works,
dont
i
need
to
see
to
it
that
it
is
my
life
and
the
choices
I
make
are
for
me
and
my
betterment!!
Negative
persons
act
as
detractors
to
positive
goals
and
dreams.
If
these
people
are
willingly
messing
up,
why
stay
and
fight
a
battle
that
really
does
not
exist.
Its
as
if
they
(the
persons
posting
comments)
are
saying,
stay
and
be
walked
on
and
talked
to
whichever
way
it
pleases
the
abuser!
Thoughts
are
not
just
thoughts
for
a
PURE-O.
Sad
that
some
will
always
be
too
almighty
to
ever
realise
the
suffering
of
others
anad
cant
share
in
the
well
being
of
others.
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