Having
a
hard
time
dealing
with
thoughts.
My
new
OCD
is
dealing
with
human
relations.
Prior
to
this
new
obsession,
the
obvious
would
be
romantic
relationships
and
my
impacting
thoughts.
However
this
year,
I
have
started
struggling
with
this
new
obsession
wrt
relationships
in
general.
I
have
started
being
bothered
by
others'
judgements,
behaviours,
mistrusts,
dishonesty,
thoughts
of
me.
After
a
gathering,
what
did
they
think
about
me,
did
I
do
anything
to
embarass
myself,
what
are
they
saying
about
me.
What
are
my
co-workers
saying
when
I
am
not
there.
Are
my
friends
being
genuine.
It
has
become
about
what
people
in
my
life
think
and
say
about
me
and
what
do
their
actions/
words
really
mean.
I
question
their
behaviours
and
hold
on
to
words
they
may
say.
I
think
about
these
comments
and
think
and
think
about
what
they
really
mean.
Now
I
know
generally,
it
is
good
to
be
cautious
and
give
a
little
in
the
beginning
and
learn
about
people
before
getting
close.
But
I
dont
think
this
is
what
is
going
on
with
me.
I
have
alwasy
been
confident,
fun-loving
and
outgoing,
easy
to
talk
to
and
have
fun
with.
So
this
is
a
new,
scary
reality
for
me
and
Im
afraid
of
giving
in
and
withdrawing
from
most
contact.
Im
afraid
I
may
push
away
people.
Anyone
been
through
this?
