Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

Hi there i am new to this,I am hopeing this will help me a lot.I had no idea that there was so many people dealing with allmost the same thing.I no that this has been the most hardest thing i have every had to deal with.I wanted to tell you a little about my self.I have ocd over the top,agorophobia,lots of anxiedy,deep depression.
I have panic attacks,lots of pain it is call chronic pain that runs throw my hole body.I have thoughts that i never ever thought i would get.I have a eating disorder.Then i have memory lose.I allso have migraines them i reallt do hate..

Well the only thing that i do like is having my kids around they help me keep my mine of alot.I have 5 kids 4 girls and little boy they are my life if they where not around i no i would be doomed.They are the best thing i have ever had.I have a boyfriend he is very understanding of what i am dealing with we have been together for 8 years,but we can not live together it is to hard so he helps me when i cant go do the easy things like shopping.bill paying or even take the kids out i am in a stuck zone.I can go out in my back yard but not fare away from home.So the kids are missing mom doing all the school activitys.They are so under standing with my disorder.

My famialy not having the real me back i fell like someone else.I hate ocd and everything that comes with it.I really hate all the meds i have to take,some work and some dont.some make you really sick.I really hate that i can not do the same things that made me happy.I miss working i had to stop doing my work only because i had my own cleaning survices love doing that work a little to much.I was that person that could never live a job untill it was done that was crazy working at 7am to 4am sometimes all night it was to much..

Well my hobbies this to me is so funny.What is a hobbie lol because dealing with ocd you do not have the time.

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