Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

Ive have OCD for over 4 years now. When I first realised-I felt like an outsider. It ruled my life. I wouldnt go out, Id avoid contact with others. I was a hermit. I lived in a sad shell and it was horrible.
School was the main trigger, The frequent bullying and judgement. I hated it, I dreaded waking up and going to school. I had my friends-But they wouldnt understand. After leaving school-I went to college. I was one of the first amongst my friends- and I can truly say. 'I would not have changed it for anything'. BEST DECISION I EVER MADE.
College brought mature and kind friends. Not bullies and snide remarks. It took a while-But I finally told my two closest friends about my condition. I could have never predicted what they said next. 'We have it two'. WHAT are the odds of that?! Three close friends all have the same disorder. It felt amasing to know I could trust them with anything.

My OCD Ticks:
Contamination. Worrying. Having to turn off all switches/buttons in fear of fire/electrocution of me or others. Number rituals-Having to tap so many times, walk around things,etc. I do the same with my body-Like biting my tongue even amounts of times/Coughing 4 times and then some more. Once-I had a fear of going to the loo (thankfully thats gone now haha) Clicking my knuckles all the time. Blinking so many times. Having to clean. Having to evenly place things/fold things up. Insecurity. TYPING-The WORST THING-I have to type, then backspace and I wont type until it feels right! Horrific and disturbing thoughts/images-Ones I cant even say because theyre very bad.

I love nature, Im Wiccan-WHich is an important part of who I am. I believe in everything fair and the respect/love for mother earth.

So yes. I have OCD. But now-Im OVER IT. I can deal with it. Sometimes Ill have bad days, Ill be so down. But then-I wake up the next morning and IM fine. Im so glad I finally know who I am.

Strawberries. Good food. Nature. The beauty in the world. Good manners. Gentlemen. Friendships. Pizza. MoVIES! MUSIC! ART! PHOTOGRAPHY! Social gatherings. Fantasy. Imagination. Sound. Alone Time too. Helping People. LAUGHING! I LOVE TO LAUGH.

Obsessive Compulsive disorder. People who dont spell properly. Marmite..Eugh. Bullies. Self-centered people. Spiders. Being told what to do. Arguing. Mean people.

Breaking Benjamin, BFMV, Greenday,A7X,panic at the disco, muse, avril lavigne, GNR, evanessence, fallout boy, 30STM, metro station, system of a down, new found glory, MCR, linkin park, iron maiden, dragonforce, blink 182, alien ant farm, black stone cherry, alice cooper, good charlotte, slipknot, hey monday, PARAMORE, Flyleaf, VersaEmerge,Escape the fate, We are the in crowd, trivium, Fireflight, Black Veil Brides. Shinedown, City And Colour, daughtry, anberlin, Lexia, Millencolin.

Game Of Thrones.
Fantasy Novels.

Arts and crafts. I do EVERYTHING! Photography. Painting. Printing. Drawing. PHOTOSHOP. Music-I like tinkling the ivories now and again.
Surfing. Having MASSIVE MOVIE MARATHONS.

	Animal lovers with OCD