side effect
Hi,
all.
It's
been
a
while.
I'd
like
to
update
my
condition.
I
went
to
normal
hospital
and
took
medicine
for
constipation.
Because
of
eating
disorder,
I
had
horrible
digesting
problem
where
I
couldn't
go
to
bathroom
for
months
and
had
serious
constipation
problem.
I'm
still
taking
it.
But
what
I
want
to
talk
about
isn't
about
my
constipation.
It's
about
my
OCD
medication
side
effect.
I'm
not
sure
if
it's
okay
to
mention
pills
that
I'm
taking.
I've
done
research
long
ago
and
I
didn't
doubt
about
many
things
but
recently,
my
memory
problem
is
getting
bad.
Not
only
with
words
but
just
simple
things
such
as
turning
off
the
light.
I
feel
frustrated
and
worried.
I'm
forgetting
words
and
I
become
numb
to
think
about
a
certain
word
again.
It
was
like
that
before,
too.
I
thought
I
just
needed
to
study
more.
I'll
be
starting
my
university
education
this
Summer
and
now
I'm
worried
about
my
studies.
Because
last
time
I
was
in
university,
it
took
me
3
days
to
7
days
to
finish
3
pages
essays,
which
is
a
shame,
I
know
but
I
couldn't
help
the
feeling
that
I
had
to
get
things
done
perfectly
and
read
out
loud
all
those
words
I've
wrote
down.
I'm
worried
becasuse
that's
one
of
the
reason
why
I
went
to
see
a
pshyciatrist
and
started
taking
medication
but
if
my
old
axiesties
and
OCD
related
annoying
habits
are
coming
back,
I
don't
see
a
point
of
taking
medicine
anymore.
And
I
get
this
feeling
once
in
a
while
that,
I
think
it's
okay
to
stop
taking
medicine
again
because
I
feel
like
I'm
going
to
be
alright.
I
felt
like
I'm
gonna
do
well
without
pills
but
then
later
I
realise
I
won't
be
functioning
this
'average'
normal
-still
obviously
weird
to
people-
so
I
should
shut
the
f@ck
up
and
go
to
clinic.
I'm
having
awful
dreams
where
people
want
to
kill
me
or
rape
me.
I
suffer
from
a
constant
headache
and
just
become
restless.
I
will
talk
about
my
memory
problem
and
insomnia
next
time
I
see
my
doctor.
I
thought
I
finally
built
a
nice
relationship
with
him
after
not
taking
medicine
for
months,
but
I
feel
bad
that
now
I
know
I'm
going
to
complain
like
a
brat
again.
Is
there
anyone
like
me,
too?
I
started
not
passing
out
even
after
I
took
night
medicine
and
I
talked
about
this
with
him
last
time
and
he
suggested
me
to
take
pills
on
time.
Doesn't
have
to
be
exactly
but
around
certain
time
everyday.
I
take
it
quite
well
at
night
but
the
problem
is
when
I
wake
up,
it's
difficult.
Because
sometimes
I
can't
wake
up
well.
I
open
my
eyes
in
the
morning
but
couldn't
move
my
body
so
I
had
to
wait,
fall
asleep
again
and
wake
up
2
in
the
afternoon.
My
medications
are:
3 Fluoxetine20mg
(in
the
morning)
and
at
night:
Alprazolam
0.5mg
Imipramine.25mg
If
you're
taking
medication,
please
let
me
know
what
your
side
effects
are
or
anyone
tell
me
if
what
I
wrote
was
appropriate
or
not
please.
Thank
you.
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