please hate me

By: punk
Mood: Angry
Date: Mar 30, 2013
Music: None

every day I get up and you say "good morning" like clockwork smile and cheery eyed, you ask if vie got everything ready for school and all of my school work done I reply with a sleepy sullen depressed "yes" and walk away back into my room getting ready for another day. I think dam nit HATE ME it would be better for you and me I wish you didn’t care so I wouldn’t feel guilty when I do something that upsets you hate me because I deserve it hate me because it will be easier than your smile hate me because think of the things I did coming into your world that threw it upside down hate me so you can see whets good for you. you help me and you won’t let go because you care but stop/ I fight with myself everyday and you intervene and say "no none of that" hate me please I’d rather get up and you say nothing and not have you look at me. I carry around a shadow called depression and I want it to go away just so I can smile again.

Im begging you hate me today hate me tomorrow hate me for all the things I did not do for you hate me so you can finally see whets good for you.





April 1, 2013, 11:56 am

I like that song, man. Such a sad song, but sometimes I can't help listening to it over and over... hang in there. If you need to talk, there are lots of people here. =)


But I have promises to keep, And miles to go before I sleep, And miles to go before I sleep...