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By: betho4444
Mood: Don't know
Date: Apr 11, 2007
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Got back from Thailand today! I'm so jet-lagged though.... Just wanted to say as well thanks to everyone who left me a birthday message, it was really nice of you. My holiday was werid in some places, because I had to tell my cousin about my ocd as we were sharing a hotel room. She's only 13, so she didn't really fully understand, but it made things easier (if that makes sense).

I always find on holiday my ocd is better- anyone else find this? i think it's just because I'm more relaxed, and not so stressed out with school etc. But this past week has made me notice just how much ocd controls my actions. It might have been because I saw my cousins do all of this stuff I could never do, only simple things though, like just getting straight into bed at night, being able to listen to any song etc. At certain points it made me feel like such a bad person, for example, when one of my cousins wanted to share my Ipod with me, I had to lie and say it was running out of battery so that I wouldn't end up listening to any songs that would cause me bad luck. ocd is such a curse.... I hate it!

anyway, hope everyone is having a good easter!


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