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feeling weird
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By:
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Mia
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Mood:
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Sad
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Date:
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Dec 22, 2011
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Music:
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None
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Hi
there.
I
haven't
been
on
the
tribe
in
a
while.
Im
on
vacation
currently
in
florida
so
i
havent
really
had
a
whole
lot
of
access
to
the
internet.
I'm
having
a
bit
of
a
rough
time
with
the
ocd.
I
just
feel
sad
all
the
time.
THis
is
probably
because
i'm
broke
and
have
no
money
and
I
dont
know
what
the
future
holds.
I
just
got
a
new
job
that
i
start
in
january
and
i
start
school,
but
i
still
wont
be
making
tha
tmuch
money.
My
boyfriend
wants
to
move
out
of
state,
and
i
always
have
too,
but
after
this
whole
mental
breakdown
thing
thtat
I
had
two
months
a
go,
my
family
was
really
great
in
helping
me
get
through
it,
and
Im
scared
that
somethign
like
this
will
happen
again
and
they
wont
be
close.
I
also
dont
know
how
I
feel
about
them
not
being
around
all
the
time.
We
can't
decide
where
we
want
to
live
either
and
we
dont
know
where
we'd
work.
Im
going
back
to
school
and
he
is
currently
in
school
so
everything
is
still
up
in
the
air.
Im
not
a
person
who
likes
not
knowing
whats
going
to
happen
so
I'm
having
a
hard
time
with
it.
He
really
doesnt
want
to
stay
in
Michigan
and
Im
not
saying
I
do
either,
im
just
worried
that
down
the
road
it
would
break
us
up
because
one
of
us
wouldnt
be
happy
where
we
were.
I
dont
know.
Maybe
during
this
point
in
my
life
its
not
good
to
think
about
things
like
this
since
i'm
not
exactly
thinking
with
a
clear
mind.
Im
always
very
sad
and
depressed
so
that
doesnt
really
help
anything.
I
also
found
out
that
I
have
more
student
loans
that
I
havent
been
paying.
I
didnt
even
know
i
had
them
so
that
just
adds
on
to
the
butt
load
of
money
I
already
owe.
Aggghhh!
Everything
is
so
crazy
right
now.
I
start
my
new
job
on
January
9th
and
i
dont
mean
to
sound
like
a
baby
but
i
dont
think
im
ready
to
go
back
to
work
and
school.
I'm
feeling
very
overwhelmed.
My
ocd
is
still
pretty
prevalent
throughout
the
day
so
Im
worried
about
it
effecting
my
ability
to
work.
Im
also
not
thrilled
about
where
I'll
be
working,
but
its
probably
the
best
option
for
me
right
nwo.
Aghhh.
I
dont
know.
I
just
feel
sad.
I'm
also
feeling
weird
because
im
28
and
we
arent
married
yet.
ALl
of
my
friends
are
having
babies,
like
all
of
a
sudden
everyone
got
knocked
up
around
me
and
its
baby
mania.
I
think
i
want
kids
soon
but
we
are
not
even
married
yet
and
dont
have
any
money
so
I
will
have
to
wait.
I
just
dont
want
my
kids
to
be
way
younger
than
everyone
elses,
and
if
we
move
I
wont
even
see
their
kids.
Maybe
im
just
being
a
baby
about
the
whole
thing.
I'm
just
scared
for
the
future.
Maybe
i'm
having
a
hard
time
not
being
at
home
since
im
on
vacation.
I
miss
my
family
around
Christmas
time.
I
didnt
think
I
would
but
I
do.
Thats
another
thing
that
got
me
thinking
about
moving
away.
If
i
have
a
hard
time
right
now,
whats
it
going
to
be
like
all
the
time?
We
were
planning
on
moving
to
florida
because
thats
where
my
bf
family
is,
but
we
dont
know
if
its
really
that
different
than
michigan.
Besides
the
fact
that
theres
the
ocean
which
is
awesome
and
its
always
warm.
I
think
we
are
more
of
city
folk.
We
also
want
to
move
to
Chicago
but
its
so
pricey.
I
dont
know.
There
are
so
many
places
in
the
world
to
live
and
i
dont
know
how
to
find
out
about
any
of
them
because
we
havent
been
there.
I
think
New
Mexico
would
be
cool
because
Ive
heard
its
beautiful
there
and
theres
a
lot
of
culture.
MIchigan
doesnt
really
have
that.
Hmm,
sorry
I'm
babbling.
THanks
for
reading.
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