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Break through
I
have
finally
had
a
slight
break
through
with
one
of
my
OCD
obsessions.
Its
to
do
with
the
saying
*touch
wood*.
Whenever
i
think
of
a
bad
thought
i
feel
that
i
have
to
touhc
wood
to
stop
this
thought
from
coming
true.
It
was
controlling
my
life
like
my
other
obsessions
and
it
got
so
bad
that
i
was
touching
my
hair
when
i
couldnt
find
wood.
I
would
make
a
special
guide
in
my
head
such
as
the
longer
i
touched
wood
the
more
importnant
it
was
to
me
that
it
wouldnt
come
true,
so
i
would
touch
wood
for
the
longest
amount
of
time
when
i
thought
bad
thoughts
about
my
family.
I
have
now
managed
to
create
a
better
subsititute
to
touching
wood
that
i
find
doesnt
control
me
as
much.
Now
whenever
i
think
of
a
bad
thought
i
just
cross
my
fingers.
Its
so
much
better
because
i
dont
have
to
run
round
like
a
headless
chicken
looking
for
wood
with
people
looking
at
me,
i
can
just
cross
my
fingers
secretley
and
feel
better.
Ive
now
managed
not
to
touch
wood
all
day
and
i
have
actually
noticed
that
im
not
crossing
my
fingers
alot.
I
now
feel
more
in
control
and
a
happier.
I
just
hope
i
now
dont
get
cramp
in
my
fingers!
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