Me
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By:
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meerkat
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Mood:
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Don't know
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Date:
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Dec 02, 2008
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Music:
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None
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Last
night
I
dreamt
that
Joe's
mental
issues
cleared
up
and
he
wanted
to
come
home.
Then
after
I
cried
and
thanked
God
Joe
told
me
we
would
be
moving
into
his
mother's
house.
Ah!!!!
She's
the
ultimate
horrible
mother-in-law.
She
has
the
brains
of
a
stump,
and
is
completely
unable
to
make
up
her
mind
without
anyone's
help
.
.
.
I'm
talking
basic
things.
She
stoll
the
roses
my
husband
sent
from
Iraq
and
went
through
my
personal
things
.
.
.
including
my
checkbook.
When
I
told
her
about
things
I
was
excited
to
give
Joe
as
gifts
she'd
do
it
first.
She'd
get
her
ex-husband
to
complain
to
me
that
Joe
wasn't
calling
her
from
Iraq
enough.
Ah,
it
goes
on
and
on
and
just
goes
downhill
from
there.
I
honestly
think
joe
had
mental
issues
all
along.
I
think
a
lot
of
it
is
due
to
his
childhood.
He
grew
up
w/
two
of
the
biggest
idiots
in
the
world.
His
dad
has
the
belief
that
women
exist
for
man's
pleasure.
So
she
doesn't
need
to
have
a
mind
of
her
own.
She
needs
to
obey
her
husband
and
not
ask
any
questions.
If
the
husband
cheats
on
the
wife
a
simple,
"I'm
sorry
should
do".
You
aren't
allowed
to
talk
about
your
feelings
after
he
says
sorry.
It's
water
under
the
bridge.
The
husband
has
the
right
to
take
out
all
his
negative
emotions
on
his
wife.
She
is
his
personal
punching
bag.
If
she
complains
about
it
or
has
an
issue
to
resolve
she
is
a
bad
wife
and
it
it's
ok
to
leave
her
b/c
the
world
no
longer
rotates
around
the
husband.
How
can
I
expect
anything
out
of
him
when
this
is
where
he
came
from.
He
has
turned
in
to
his
father.
A
completely
different
person.
Maybe
he
was
always
his
father
but
tried
to
contain
those
negative
parts
of
himself.
Now
he
finds
it
is
best
to
be
like
his
dad.
Take
off
when
things
get
rough.
Always
be
in
a
different
location
so
you
don't
tie
yourself
down.
If
the
wife
doesnt'
follow
get
another.
Do
what
you
want
when
you
want.
I
guess
that
is
what
the
women's
movement
was
created
for.
So
that
women
could
divorce
these
boys.
Don't
get
me
wrong.
I'm
not
anti-man.
I'm
only
anti-boy.
I
don't
like
the
idea
that
anyone
thinks
he
or she has
the
right
to
do
what
he
or
she wants
when
he
or
she
wants.
I'm
angry
that
this
guy
is
still
my
husband
yet
wants
to
talk
to
his
ex-girlfriend.
He's
doing
other
things
too
but
I
have
to
save
all
that
for
court.
How
am
I
supposed
to
be
normal
after
this?
How
am
I
ever
going
to
be
in
a
relationship
again?
I'll
forever
be
afraid
that
I
will
be
left.
I
will
forever
be
afraid
that
I
will
continue
to
draw
in
the
abusive
types.
I
will
forever
be
afraid
that
I
won't
admit
to
anyone
how
horrible
life
is
while
with
this
guy
until
it's
all
over
with.
I
don't
like
the
idea
of
dating.
I
don't
like
the
idea
of
marriage.
I
want
to
be
left
alone
forever.
Boys
that
call
or
facebook
trying
to
hang
out
with
me-when
I
know
they
are
looking
for
something
else-annoy
me.
Why
can't
they
take
the
hint?
They
think
that
I
am
vulnerable
b/c
I
am
broken.
Really,
all
I
want
is
to
be
left
alone.
If
you
are
looking
for
anything
beyond
friendship
you're
in
for
a
disappointment.
I
don't
want
to
hold
your
hand.
I
don't
want
you
to
touch
me.
I
don't
want
a
hug
from
you.
I
don't
want
anything.
B/c
in
reality,
you
just
want
what
you
want
and
I
don't
want
to
be
someone's
barbie
doll
ever
again!
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