Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

 I'm so sorry.  I hope everything turns out okay.  You will be in my thoughts and prayers.  Let us know how it goes.

 Tammy,

You are not complaining, you are expressing normal feelings that ANY of us would have and it is OK to cry, as well. TRY not to worry about the scope procedure itself-- I told you that I had it twice with no problem and little remembrance.  We all understand your feelign of being robbed and the best thing any of us can tell you is to leave what has happened BEHIND you and to focus on the day that you are living.  ONE day at a time.  No looking back with regret, no wallowing in the bad that has been, and no worrying about tomorrow. (Yes, I know how HARD this is!)  Live each day as it is happening.  Take notice of all the little blessings that you might otherwise take for granted.  Enjoy conversations with family and friends.  Be kind to yourself  as Ocd puts us through a lot,   And, especially for you right now, try to not even think about the "bad possibilities"-- as your ocd will run away with that, too.  I'll be praying for you and hope that tomorrow goes smoothly and 'clean' results are reported to you SOON.

Hugs,

RQ

You are not complaining, you are expressing how you feel.  That is why we have the blogs.  Good luck tomorrow with the appointment.  I know that we all feel the same way as you, this ocd crap has robbed us.  We are here for you!  Your Friend, Jezz

Hang in there hun. I know how you must feel concerning your kids. I'll be praying for you.

Love you, we are praying with you.