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His OCD has been incredibly intense today
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By:
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LadyRaines52608
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Mood:
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Tired
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Date:
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Dec 01, 2008
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Music:
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Casting Crowns ( praise him in this storm) Mercy Me ( I can only imagine)
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Man
the
last
two
days
have
been
rather
stressful
.
Jeremy's
OCD
has
been
so
intense
the
last
couple
of
days
(
which
is
partly
due
to
agrueements
&
disagreements
with
certain
members
of
his
family
)
to
say
the
least
Jeremy
&
I
haven't
exzactly
gotten
along
all
that
well
the
last
couple
of
days
primarly
because
Jeremy
has
just
been
in
a
pissy
mood
,
everything
either
aggrovates
him
or
nothing
@
all
makes
him
happy
.
Everything
thing
I
do
gets
analyzed
or
critisized
,
not
to
menton
the
fact
that
Jeremy
feels
the
need
to
check
&
re
check
everything
,
on
top
of
the
fact
that
Jeremy
has
been
paronoid
&
thinking
that
I
have
camera's
installed
in
the
trialor
to
watch
his
every
move
&
been
accusing
me
of
signaling
to
people
whom
are
behind
him
(
which
I
have
no
clue
of
what
he's
talking
about
)
.
Jeremy's
OCD
got
so
bad
today
that
I
just
stopped
trying
to
reason
with
him
,
because
I
knew
that
anything
I
had
to
say
woudn't
do
any
good
because
his
brain
was
too
into
the
OCD
to
even
hear
me
.
How
ever
I
do
know
that
Jeremy
knows
that
his
OCD
is
a
problem
&
he
also
has
figured
out
that
certain
members
of
his
family
does
trigger
his
OCD
.
Today
he
was
in
the
kitchen
straightening
the
towel
that
hangs
from
the
fridgeorator
door
handle
&
stating
that
his
family
is
a
major
tigger
of
his
OCD,
he
also
admited
that
he's
trying
to
fight
it
but
that
he
just
can't
help
but
feeling
like
he's
got
to
have
everything
perfect
.
He
then
told
me
that
he
knows
he
has
issues
&
that
I
can
leave
him
if
I
want
to
,
that
he
doesn't
blame
me
for
not
wanting
to
be
with
him
.
I
didnt
say
anything
because
I
didn't
have
the
energy
to
express
my
true
feelings
&
plus
I
thaught
what
is
the
point
of
expressing
my
feelings
,
its
not
going
to
make
a
diference
.
Jeremy
is
well
aware
that
his
OCD
become
more
intense
when
he's
aggrovated
by
certain
member's
of
his
family
.
I've
just
gotten
to
where
I
give
up
-
it
doesn't
matter
how
hard
I
try
,
no
matter
what
I
do
,
nothing
is
ever
going
to
perfect
enough
to
make
Jeremy
happy
-
this
doesn't
mean
that
I
don't
love
him
or
that I
haven't
accepted
Jeremy's
OCD
,
because
if
I
didn't
accept
his
OCD
I
wouldn't
still
be
with
him
-
I
very
much
love
Jeremy
with
all
that
I
have &
that
will
never
change
.
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