Worse OCD battle
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By:
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taz45_2007
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Mood:
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Fearful
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Date:
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Dec 01, 2008
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Music:
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None
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My
worse
OCD
,
has
been
contamination,
although
Im
not
as
bad
as
some
and
alot
of
it
has
passed
but
still"
I
need
to
wash
constantly
in
a
certain
way
This
includes
clothing
,
self,
everything!!
its
stupid
that
Im
soo
trapped.
I
get
these
thoughts
like
what
if!
instaid
of
what
really
is1
battling
it
out
and
of
course
I
always
give
in!
do
to
the
fear
wich
is
caused
by
the
anxity
building
up.
For
example:
I
get
my
hair
cut
,
so
Ill
take
a
shower
and
Ill
wear
a
perfectly
clean
out
fit
or
new
one
uncontaminated!l
lol
seriously
walking
there
just
right
all
the
right
steps
sit
in
the
chair
make
shure
that
the
apron
only
tochese
my
clothe
from
the
inside,
he
or
she
cuts
the
hair
certain
way"
you
know
the
get
the
contaminated
area
offf
with
out
recontamanting
it
again!
You
see
I
smoke"
I
i
feel
that
I
may
have
burnt
my
hair
a
little,
I
know
I
didnt
but
still
its
ruined
lol So
its another
trip
to
the
barbur
even
if
my
hair
is
centimeters
long!
big
never
ending
cycle,.
Same
with
my
clothes
and
all
the
soap
may
had
gotten
contaminated!
Because
I
may
have
touched
it the
open
container
with
my
conamined
shoe
was
2
feet
from
it but
felt
like
it
was
closer.
I
take
med
for
this
but
still
I
just
cant
seem
to
find
a
way
out,
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