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I'm sick of this!

By: Rosie
Mood: Angry
Date: Apr 09, 2007
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I'm feeling really upset with this harm ocd its been 4 months with this, I'm really sick of it, I'm tired of having these awful bad thoughts towards my loved ones, Why don't they just fade, I feel like if they're fading but still don't seem to leave me alone, I feel like crying as I write this......why doesn't it just f@#k off!!....ugh!


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May 7, 2007, 1:29 pm
yeah i can sympathise..my current obsession has lasted 5 1/2 months so far. will it ever go is what i keep asking..

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From: ocdhurts
April 29, 2007, 9:01 am
Just want to let you know your not alone. I have harming thoughts to, but know I would never hurt anyone. It's so hard to wake up day after day and think these horrendous things. I have always been a kind person and care about everyone. I don't understand why I think these things. It's like my head feels like it's in a cloud. I don't know if you know what I mean. Sometimes I feel like I just want a new brain. If it were that easy, I would do that in a heartbeat. I am single, have no boyfriend, am 35 years old and worry that I am gonna be this way the rest of my life. This is so hard to deal with. Hang in there. People always say things will get better. I hope they are right.

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From: Andrea
April 9, 2007, 11:19 am
i feel the same way as you do sometimes, hang in there. it will get better. Andrea

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'Courage is when you're in pain, but you keep on living anyway.'
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April 9, 2007, 10:30 am
hi... i no how u feel wiv these thoughts they do my head in to worring obsessing, i had a bad couples of days wiv them then sometimes i dont get them so much,but they doing my head in to, i tell my bf my thoughts now which dosnt rly help, or put them on ere feels abit better than keeping the to my self hope u ok ... jane

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