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Reflecting on the yr / looking 4ward to 09
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By:
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LadyRaines52608
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Mood:
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Mellow
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Date:
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Nov 29, 2008
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Music:
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Mary Mary ( I want to praise him )
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Im
sitting
here
on
the
coutch
next
to
Jeremy
whose
my
best
friend
,
my
lover
&
the
man
whom
I
want
to
spend
all
of
eturnity
with
,
even
in
death
-
As
I
sit
here
I
reflect
on
the
year
&
man
it
has
been
a
rough
one
,
how
ever
even
with
all
the
stressful
events
&
all
the
tests
that
god
has
put
Jeremy
&
I
through
,
we
have
come
such
a
long
way
-
all
the
curb
balls
that
god
has
thrown
@
us
,
Jeremy
&
I
have
become
stronger
but
indivually
&
as
a
couple
.
Our
relationship
in
general
has
become
stronger
,
we
have
come
such
a
long
way
since
we
got
back
together
in
the
spring
of
2005
.
I
know
that
there
have
been
times
when
I
didn't
think
I
had
the
strength
to
keep
going
,
espcially
since
loosing
custdy
of
William
&
dealing
with
the
big
bee's
nest
that
Leslie
stired
up
this
past
summer
.
The
fact
that
Jeremy
&
I
have
managed
to
remain
comitted
to
each
other
in
a
long
term
comitted
relationhip
with
our
ADD/
ADHD
is
proof
that
god
is
working
.
The
fact
that
we
continue
to
become
stronger
stronger
in
this
non
ADD/
ADHD
world
is
a
miricle
in
it's
self
.
I
know
that
I
am
looking
foward
to
taking
my
evaluations
that
the
court
is
ordering
me
to
do
,
so
that
away
I
can
move
on
to
having
my
supervised
visiations
with
William
&
work
on
reconnecting
with
him
&
re
establishing
a
relationship
with
him
.
I
know
that I
am
looking
foward
to
going
back
to
school
this
spring
so
I
can
get
my
GEd
&
then
take
the
computer
classes
that
I
need
so
I
can
persue
my
degree
in
Graphic
web
Design
.
Jeremy
&
I
are
really
praying
for
our
family
to
be
started
soon
,
since
we
are
now
in
this
trailor
which
puts
us
in
the
perfect
position
to
have
a
child
of
our
own
-
we
are
incredibly
thankful
that
we
have
been
able
to
save
money
so
that
away
when
god
blesses
us
with
that
little
one
,
we
can
go
all
out
on
decorating
the
nursery
.
In
all
we
are
just
looking
forward
to
what
god
is
going
to
do
in
2009
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