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Morbid fear of germs
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By:
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Stacy
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Mood:
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Other
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Date:
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Apr 08, 2007
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Music:
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None
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My
germophobia
has
really
peaked.
I'm
terrified
of
public
areas.
And
at
work
(I
know
I've
already
wrote
this,
but
I'm
writing
it
again,
'cus
I
cant
stop
worrying
about
it)
I
have
several
papers
that
the
doctor
writes
on
and
gives
to
me.
They
are
diagnoses
and
CPT
codes
for
each
patient
he
sees.
My
germophobia
has
reached
a
point
where
I
can't
even
do
my
OFFICE
job.
I
think
about
the
peice
of
paper,
and
did
the
doctor
right
on
it
right
after
he
visited
with
the
patient
in
the
nursing
home?
Did
he
touch
the
patient
before
he
touched
the
paper?
Did
he
wear
gloves?
And
if
he
did,
did
he
touch
the
pen
with
the
gloves?
If
he
wore
gloves,
washed
his
hands
and
then
touched
the
paper,
what
pen
did
he
use?
If
he
got
the
pen
from
a
cup
of
pens,
was
the
pen
touching
other
pens
that
had
been
touched
by
other
nurses
that
might
not
have
washed
their
hands
before
touching
the
pen?
What
if
the
cup
has
NEVER
been
cleaned
and
held
several
dirty
pens?
And
what
did
he
right
on?
Was
it
a
dirty
desk?
Was
the
desk
touched
by
unwashed
hands?
Did
he
touch
any
door
knobs
before
touching
the
paper
or
the
pen?
And
here
I
am
sitting
at
my
desk
at
my
computer,
all
I
need
to
do
is
type
in
what
he
wrote
on
the
dumb
peice
of
paper,
but
instead
I
sit
there
like
an
idiot
going
over
those
questions.
So
I
put
on
latex
gloves
to
touch
the
paper
and
enter
the
info.
Then
I
stash
away
the
paper
in
an
envelope,
trash
the
gloves,
and
sanitize
my
desk,
mouse
and
keyboard.
This
is
just
getting
out
of
control.
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