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Trying to get back into the swing of things
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By:
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LadyRaines52608
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Mood:
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Mellow
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Date:
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Nov 16, 2008
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Music:
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Kimberly Lock ( change)
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Well
now
that
Jeremy
&
I
are
settled
in
our
new
trailor
,
we
trying
to
get
back
into
the
swing
of
things
.
I
haven't
done
a
darn
thing
today
but
just
laid
arround
&
been
lazy
,
not
to
menton
the
fact
that
the
cold
,
wet
rainy
/
snowy
weather
has
caused
me
to
me
sleepy
today,
even
tho
I
went
to
bed
@
1am
and
slept
until
3pm
,
still
can't
figure
out
why
I
am
so
tired.
On
a
good
note
Jeremy's
OCD
has
finally
calm
back
down
&
is
now
mild
.
Jeremy
is
still
a
little
weiry
of
sleeping
without
at
least
one
light
on
in
the
house
but
he's
slowly
getting
better
&
isn't
so
weiry
any
more
.
Now
the
only
two
priortity
things
that
need
to
be
done
monday
is
for
us
to
go
the
grocery
store
&
get
stocked
up
on
some
major
food
,
then
we
got
to
get
laundry
done
so
that
away
Jeremy
&
I
have
the
rest
of
the
week
to
just
spend
time
togeher
,
enjoy
out
trailor
,
bundle
up
out
of
the
cold
relaxing
-
Jeremy
playing
his
xbox
360
,
me
surfing
the
net
or
Jeremy
&
I
laying
back
cuddled
on
the
coutch
watching
a
movie
.
Now
the
only
thing
that
hasn't
been
set
up
in
our
trailor
is
the
electronic
part
(
what
I
mean
by
that
is
Jeremy's
electronic
gadgets
his
surround
sound,
dvd
player,
ect
ect
...
but
I
can't
say
anything
to
Jeremy
about
his
electronical
addiction
because
I
would
rather
him
be
addicted
to
all
his
electronic
gadgets
then
have
an
addiction
to
something
else
(
if
you
know
what
I
mean)
.
Now
I'll
be
honest
I
know
I
tendency
to
get
frustrated
with
Jeremy's
OCD
&
I
tend
to
blog
about
my
frustrations
and
feelings
but
when
it
comes
down
to
it,
I
wouldn't
trade
Jeremy
or
anyone
else
or
any
other
man
for
that
matter
.
I
will
give
Jeremy
this
,
that
his
OCD
does
help
him
when
it
comes
to
details
,
Jeremy
is
very
good
with
cleaning
stuff
&
making
things
look
profeshionally
done
such
as
running
cable
wire
&
hooking
up
all
his
electronical
gadgets
.
The
other
good
thing
about
Jeremy's
OCD
is
the
fact
that
he
is
brillant
when
it
comes
to
math
,
he
can
estimate
how
much
a
grocery
list
is
going
to
be
even
before
we
go
grocery
shopping
.
I
know
that
alot
of
people
who
read
the
blogs
where
I
express
my
frustrations
over
Jeremy's
OCD
tend
to
think
that
I
am
just
this
non
compassionate
person
who
has
no
sympthathy
with
Jeremy
&
his
OCD
,
when
really
I
am
not
like
that
@
all
,
if
anything
I
try
my
best
to
help
Jeremy
in
every
way
I
can
,
even
if
that
means
me
taking
control
over
something
that
is
over
whelming
Jeremy
&
allowing
him
to
see
that
the
situation
at
hand
isn't
as
complicated
as
he
may
think
,
I"m
not
taking
Jeremy's
control
away
from
him
,
I'm
helping
him
by
not
letting
him
get
so
over
whelmed
.
I
have
actally
noticed
that
when
ever
I
do
that,
that
Jeremy's
OCD
&
angxiety
go
down
&
Jeremy's
not
so
stressed
&
worried
and
much
calmer
.
Truth
of
the
matter
is
if
I
didn't
truly
love
Jeremy
I
wouldn't
still
be
with
him
after
all
these
yrs,
if
I
didn't
love
him
I
wouldn't
have
joined
this
site
in
educating
myself
on
OCD
learning
everything
that
I
can
so
I
can
better
understand
the
man
that
I
love
so
dearly
and
whom
I
know
has
more
potoentual
than
he
gives
himself
credit
for
. Now
as
for
other
people's
opinons
about
the
decision
I
have
made
to
do
an
open
adoption
with
William
,
all
I
can
say
is
that
what
is
best
for
me
&
my
family
may
not
be
best
for
some
one
else &
their
family's
,
all
that
matter's
is
that
god
knows
my
heart
&
he
knows
the
truth
for
only
he
can
judge
me
.
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