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i need a handyman
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By:
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pinkie87825
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Mood:
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Anxious
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Date:
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Oct 05, 2008
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Music:
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None
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i
slept
and
slept
last
night...it
rained
all
evening
an
into
the
night
and
i
slept
like
a
baby....i
woke
up
to
such
a
disaster...first
the
ceiling
leaked
in
a
bunch
of
new
places...i
had
prepared
to
catch
the
water
from
the
ones
i
knew
about.
so
theres
3
or
4
new
ones
now
and
there
was
alot
of
water....i
was
shocked
when
i
woke
up...and
the
chimney
blew
off
again
to
the
wood
burning
stove.
thats
gonna
need
ammediate
attention...
i
am
still
pissed
at
james
about
last
nite...there
he
is
"
next
time
you
need
something,
we
will
see
if
i
am
a
bitch"
he
said.
or
something
near
that.
well
i
need
alot.
alot.
i
mean
just
day
to
day
stuff
he
should
help
me
with
but
doesnt.
in
his
mind
he
does
EVERYTHING
for
me.
hes
full
of
it...he
lives
in
a
beautiful
5
bedroom
house
just
him
and
two
cats.
i
live
in
a
shack.
and
i
am
serious.
yes
its
mine
and
i
love
it
but
it
is
in
sad
disrepair
and
i
cant
fix
everything
myself.
i
have
done
what
i
can
do,
what
i
am
capable
of
with
limited
means
and
capabilities.
i
reuse
everything
i
can,
i
salvage
alot
from
another
old
house
i
have
but
i
am
first
off
afraid
of
heights
and
second
a
girl!
i
mean
i
can
do
alot
of
stuff
men
do,
i
can
do
polumbing
and
sheetrock
and
paint
and
do
all
that
stuff.
lay
flooring
but
i
am
a
girl
and
a
little
girl
at
that
i
weigh
110
lbs
i
am
not
as
strong
as
a
man
for
sure.
sometimes
i
just
need
help.
and
hes
supposed
to
help
hes
my
man!
sheesh.
that
makes
sense
doesnt
it.
i
get
so
fed
up
with
it.
and
now
hes
whining
cuz
bill
collectors
call
him
all
the
time.
well
they
call
me
every
day,
everyday
for
the
last
ten
years
i
have
struggled
to
stretch
very
little
along
ways.
he
still
shops,
drives
a
new
pick
up
and
eats...so
who
is
struggling
more.
he
s
just
new
at
it
and
not
holding
up
as
well
i
do!
ive
had
alot
o
f
practice.
all
so
i
can
stay
here
and
be
with
him
and
frankly
i
am
sick
of
it.
and
i
am
scared
more
than
i
have
ever
been
awaiting
winter
with
baded
breathe
to
see
if
the
house
will
still
be
standing
at
the
end....i
hate
to
whine.
actually
i
dont
think
i
am....i
am
just
trying
to
sort
it
out
the
best
way
i
know
how.
and
i
know
he
loves
me
and
my
kids
and
all
but
why
does
he
let
hem
struggle
so
if
he
knows
its
happening
and
he
LOVES
me.
i
think
its
bullsh*t
in
so
many
ways
and
i
am
sick
of
it.
i
have
thought
of
leaving
here
so
many
times.
especially
since
the
kids
got
bigger.
you
know
theres
no
oppurtunity
here.
theres
four
or
five
businesses,
they
hire
they
own
and
the
forest
service
and
another
large
place
but
you
have
to
have
a
pretty
good
education
to
get
in
there...the
forest
service
hires
outside
of
the
community
and
move
up
within
themselves.
theres
nothing
there....i
am
tired
of
being
destitute
and
i
am
also
tired
of
all
the
gossip
and
crap
that
made
me
crazy
in
the
first
place.
i
dont
know
i
need
to
work
some
things
through
thats
for
sure.
i
also
need
to
place
some
of
the
dogs
in
the
refuge.
its
too
much.
i
cant
afford
it
anymore
and
i
get
no
help
from
any
outside
sources.
i
definately
need
to
do
that....iwell
i
hope
you
all
have
a
good
sunday.
its
cloudy
again
and
its
cold
in
here
autumn
is
truly
setting
in
now.
all
the
cactus
flowers
and
yucca
flowers
have
dried
up
and
the
grass
we
were
so
blessed
with
has
gone
to
seed(yeah!!)
and
the
stalks
are
brown.
the
dogs
hair
is
getting
thicker
and
they
are
puttin
on
weight
and
eaten
like
pigs...its
only
a
matter
of
time...christmas
is
two
and
a
half
months
away.
about....so
its
done
summers
gone
and
the
real
hard
work
to
live
and
survive
in
the
desert
begins....blessings
all,
hope
you
reap
a
harvest
and
have
something,
anything
to
give
thanks
for....much
love...
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