Scarce
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By:
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need2behappi
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Mood:
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Mellow
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Date:
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Oct 05, 2008
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Music:
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None
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Sorry
to
those
of
you
who've
been
actually
wondering
where
I
have
been.
I
have
not
been
on
the
site
much
obviously.
There
are
a
few
reasons
for
it
I
guess.
Sometimes
I
feel
too
depressed
to
go
on.
Sometimes
I
feel
like
it
will
depress
me
to
go
on.
It
is
hard
to
see
other
people
struggle.
I
have
formed
many
friendships
on
here
and
I
often
don't
know
how
to
offer
help
or
hope
anyone when
I
can't
seem
to
help
myself
most
of
the
time.
I
have
also
lost
some
friendships
on
here
too.
There
are
people
who
are
missed.
They
know
who
they
are.
I
have
alot
going
on
here
at
the
moment.
A
house
full
of
cats
for
one
thing.
The
kitties
are
now
one
week
old.
Their
eyes
are
now
open
which
is
very
cute.
The
orange
cats
have
very
small
eyes
while
the
dark
calico
kitty
has
very
large,
wide
eyes.
I
have
made
it
through
all
of
the
September
birthdays
(YAY!)
That
was
draining.
Now
just
gotta
get
through
Halloween.
Don't
get
me
wrong;
I
love
Halloween.
I
celebrate
it
everyday
haha...It's
expensive
though
to
buy
five
costumes
each
year.
Next
month
I
have
the
last
two
birthdays
of
the
year.
I
am
in
debt
yet
still
very
much
struggling
with
the
temptation
to
spend
$$$
I
don't
have.
My
ex
is
back
from
Iraq.
There's
another
source
of
stress.
He
was
gone
for
16
months
and
now
he's
back.
That
is
quite
a
transistion
for
all
parties
involved.
All
in
all
I
am
doing
okay.
I
know
some
of
you
have
been
wondering
where
I've
been
and
how
I
am
so
I
thought
I
would
check
in.
Some
of
you
don't
care
and
that's
fine
too.
Okay
guys
try
to
have
a
nice
Sunday.
Do
something
fun
and
impulsive...makes
life
more
exciting
to
live
on
the
edge
of
it.
((((HUGS))))
to
my
buddies
:)
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